He did just that, his eyes just staring at each new inch of exposed skin
before taking in the thong before moving to turn his head away. He settled
back on the couch again, still rolling his joint and thankful for the tray
that was covering his very uncomfortable boner. He cleared his throat,
shifting a bit as he glanced at her every so often laying on his bed. Jesus.
"You gonna stay all the way over there on the bed or come sit over here
with me and smoke a little with me?" He asked, holding up the joint once he
got it rolled. He raised an eyebrow at her, tilting his head a bit. "Or you
gonna tell me you're a good girl that doesn't smoke."
The air is bordering on electric when Ben steps away and takes up a spot on the couch and Ruby has to take a moment to catch her breath. Ben had always been different, had always made Ruby feel like she was important and that she mattered but now, there was something different in his gaze and she craved more of it.
"Why don't you come over here? Bed's comfier than the couch." She shifts so the black lace of her thong shows once more. "You really think that I'm a good girl, Ben?"
His eyes drift when the black lace is visible again and he sighed before
playfully rolling his eyes. He shifted, setting the box and tray aside once
he was sure that everything was properly closed and put away, holding the
joint and his lighter before moving to the bed and settling down next to
her. He was careful though, trying to make sure she wouldn't be able to
tell he was hard as a fucking rock.
"You know, maybe I feel a little like I should have known you but you
don't...look like you did. You just don't. Maybe a little here and there
but definitely not enough for me to have just known you off the bat. It
took me really looking..." He said softly, turning his head to look at her
before sticking the joint between his lips and lighting it, taking a long,
deep drag and holding it in his lungs as he held the joint out to her.
Ben isn't the only one in that position; Ruby just has an advantage of having all her... assets tucked away between layers of lace. She's also sitting with her knees pulled up, keeping herself small. Not that it's hard to feel small in the face of the wall of muscle that is her childhood crush.
"You figured it out. If anyone could have, it was always going to be you." They're closer than they were but they still don't touch -Ben's choice- so Ruby deliberately brushes her fingers over his when she takes the joint, taking a deep pull and letting the smoke fill her lungs.
He finally exhaled slowly, letting the smoke curl out from between his lips
as he watched her. He took the joint back from her, smiling a bit and
shrugging. "Yeah well, you have a scar..." He said, reaching out with his
free hand as he took another hit, brushing her hair out of her face so he
could touch her face where there was the faintest of scars. "I was there
when you got that. Plus your eyes. And just...little things."
He shrugged, taking a second hit before holding the join out so she could
take another hit if she wanted to. Fuck she was beautiful and she was so
close. He wanted to spread his hand over her thigh and just feel how soft
her skin really was.
Ruby leans into the touch and smiles. When they were kids, Ben had always been bigger than her but in the time they were apart, the difference had grown and everything about him was huge; she'd be lying if she said she didn't want to feel him pressing her down into the mattress.
"I don't even remember how I got it." Taking the joint, Ruby takes another drag and exhales slowly through her nose. "I missed you, Ben."
"I do. You were being an idiot, as usual..." He teased, smirking as he took
the joint back again, biting his lip as he remembered. He took another
drag, inhaling slowly. "We were out in the woods and I was climbing up a
tree. You got mad because you couldn't reach any of the lower limbs so you
ran ahead and started climbing a tree you could reach. The limbs were
weaker because they were so much smaller and one snapped..."
He turned away as he exhaled, ashing into an empty can on his bedside
table. "You fell and hit your head on a rock. I ran up just in time to see
it. Thought you'd killed yourself and started freaking out. I carried you
all the way back to the house and yelled for mom." He reminded her, turning
back and looking at her before shrugging. "Your knight in shining armor, as
always." He laughed.
"The fact that I hit my head is probably why I don't remember what happened." Ruby laughs, shaking her head causing his palm to brush over her cheek. She can't remember the last time she tried climbing a tree -probably with Ben before he went away for school- when her whole life had changed.
"Shotgun me?" And if it's just an excuse to have his lips one her's, then she's no saying so.
He hummed, chuckling softly. "Probably." He said before she asked and then
he nodded, taking a long drag and filling his lungs before leaning in close
and slotting his lips over hers so he could share the smoke with her.
He pulled back after a few minutes, exhaling the rest of the way before
laying back and putting the rest of the joint out, feeling plenty relaxed.
He stretched out, pillowing his head on his hands while staring up at the
ceiling. "This is weird." He said after a few minutes. "Its weird.
I....fuck I'm too high for this." He smiled and laughed.
His lips are as soft as she imagined and she inhales the smoke easily, trying not to let herself get distracted by the feel of his lips on her's. She holds the smoke in her lungs for a long moment before exhaling it through her nose.
When he stretches out, Ruby follows suit, stretching out and resting her head on his shoulder.
The feel of her head on his shoulder is nice. He kind of just wanted to
wrap his arm around her and pull her closer but he knew he really shouldn't.
"This?" He said, slowly looking down at her and laughing again. "You...were
one of my best friends growing up. My best...um...not trying to be
insensitive, you know that. But my best guy friends, but you're not a guy,
you're a girl and you're fucking hot and...I've been fucking hard since we
came upstairs and now you're in my bed." He said, shaking his head and
looking back up at the ceiling.
Ruby shifts so that she can look up at him, her chin resting on his chest and she all but melts into the bed. The shirt has ridden up and her ass is exposed but she's too high to care about that right now.
Especially now, in the face of his admission.
"I know. You... You gave me the freedom to me and that played a huge part in me being able to realise who I really am, Ben. We were always going to end up here. In this moment, in this place. I believe that." She smiles softly before leaning in to press her lips to his in a soft kiss. "Also? You're not the only one who's hard. Have you seen you?"
When he felt her looking up at him he lifted his head so he could look at
her, blinking as she spoke and feeling his eyebrows lift in surprise. Then
he felt her lips against his own and his eyes slipped shut and he kissed
her back. His hand moved from behind his own head to wrap around her back,
pressing against the small of her back first before finding her newly
exposed ass.
He made a sound at that, smiling against her lips when he felt it. "Hmmm I
have seen me, but I might need you to elaborate on that just a little bit."
He teased, chuckling softly before kissing her again, finding that he
wasn't even a little put off at the knowledge that she was hard. In
fact, he was very accepting of that fact.
She chuckles at his teasing words, smiling against his lips as they kiss slowly. There's no rush, nowhere else they need to be, no one expecting them so they can take all the time they want to just enjoy each other.
"You're so beautiful, Ben." Brushing her fingers over his bottom lip, Ruby smiles again. "God, I missed you so much."
He stared up at her, playfully nipping at her fingertips before nodding and
just pulling her close. "I missed you too. Guess we'll just have to make up
for years of lost time. Hope you haven't changed too much." He teased,
turning his head and pressing his face against her temple and into her
hair. "Except maybe a little older. Same interests at least." He laughed at
that, just holding her.
They'd both loved video games and reading and could spend hours together
doing absolutely nothing or anything. They were both just happy to spend
time together. Their families were just happy they had one another. They
would watch movies and TV, always seeming to love exactly the same things.
"I mean, I've changed quite a lot. But I'm still me." Sitting up, Ruby moves to that she can straddle Ben's strong thighs. The contrast between them is far more obvious like this; her skin milky white against his own tan. And she's smaller in every way, something she's not complaining about at all.
"I know one interest that hasn't changed. My interest in you. One thing that never changed."
When she moved to straddle his thighs, his eyes widen a bit and his big
hands move to cover her own thighs. He grasped, squeezing over her cool
skin and swallowing hard. "Interest in me? You liked me when we were
twelve?" He asked softly, biting his lip.
He cleared his throat, reaching a hand up and pushing his hair back out of
his face before pressing it back over her thigh. He slid his hands higher,
pushing his shirt along with it until his fingers found the lace of her
thong. "I am really, ah...loving this thong, by the way..."
"I mean, as much as a 12 year old can. There were a lot of things I didn't know about myself but I was sure about you." Ruby smiles and presses her hands against Ben's bare chest, tracing over the soft skin and feeling the strong muscles jump beneath her touch.
Biting her lip, Ruby smiles again. "Yeah? It's new. Got it just for tonight." Which was the complete truth. She was in no way disappointed with how this night was going. She grinds her hips down gently, smirking down at him.
"Just for tonight, huh? So you knew I'd be here and you were hoping I would
see you." He said with a smirk before he moaned when she ground her hips
down, head pressing back against his pillows while his hands squeezed her
thighs.
He pushed the shirt up more, moving his hands to her hips next and tucking
his thumbs into the band of the thong around her waist as he stared up at
her. "I spent years wondering about...well, about a lot of things. It was
hard when mother decided to send me away. I thought about you a lot. Guess
I've spent years thinking I was bisexual." And honestly, he really didn't
care thinking he was. It didn't bother him as much as it used to.
"I knew you were going to be here, Ben. But yeah, I hoped it would take this turn." The reaction she gets only encourages her, so she does it again, moaning softly herself.
Ruby tugs his t-shirt off over her head, throwing it onto the floor without any real care for where it lands, leaving her in only said thong, giving Ben the full view of it. "I mean, maybe you are. Nothing wrong with that." And maybe that meant he'd felt the same way that she had.
He stared up at her, hands brushing up her sides until they were just under
her breasts. He hummed, cupping them lightly and letting out a breath. "No,
nothing wrong with that. Pretty sure you were my first crush though...and
that was before I ever saw you like this." He pointed out, answering her
silent question.
Then he reached higher, slipping a hand around the back of her neck and
pulling her down so he could press their lips together again in a heated
kiss. Once the kiss broke he smiled, their lips just barely brushing when
he spoke. "I want you, Ruby. Stay the night tonight."
Ruby cups her hands around Ben's and encourages him to squeeze while she rolls her whole body in a slow grind against him once more. "You were definitely mine." His hands cover her whole breast and she sighs softly, enjoying the touch.
The kiss sends a burst of electricity all down her spine and she shivers, hands coming back to his face. "I'm not going anywhere. Except under you. I definitely want to get under you, under all this muscle. God, there's so much of you and it's so glorious." She sits up a little bit, once more, so she can trace her hands over his torso.
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He did just that, his eyes just staring at each new inch of exposed skin before taking in the thong before moving to turn his head away. He settled back on the couch again, still rolling his joint and thankful for the tray that was covering his very uncomfortable boner. He cleared his throat, shifting a bit as he glanced at her every so often laying on his bed. Jesus.
"You gonna stay all the way over there on the bed or come sit over here with me and smoke a little with me?" He asked, holding up the joint once he got it rolled. He raised an eyebrow at her, tilting his head a bit. "Or you gonna tell me you're a good girl that doesn't smoke."
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"Why don't you come over here? Bed's comfier than the couch." She shifts so the black lace of her thong shows once more. "You really think that I'm a good girl, Ben?"
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His eyes drift when the black lace is visible again and he sighed before playfully rolling his eyes. He shifted, setting the box and tray aside once he was sure that everything was properly closed and put away, holding the joint and his lighter before moving to the bed and settling down next to her. He was careful though, trying to make sure she wouldn't be able to tell he was hard as a fucking rock.
"You know, maybe I feel a little like I should have known you but you don't...look like you did. You just don't. Maybe a little here and there but definitely not enough for me to have just known you off the bat. It took me really looking..." He said softly, turning his head to look at her before sticking the joint between his lips and lighting it, taking a long, deep drag and holding it in his lungs as he held the joint out to her.
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"You figured it out. If anyone could have, it was always going to be you." They're closer than they were but they still don't touch -Ben's choice- so Ruby deliberately brushes her fingers over his when she takes the joint, taking a deep pull and letting the smoke fill her lungs.
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He finally exhaled slowly, letting the smoke curl out from between his lips as he watched her. He took the joint back from her, smiling a bit and shrugging. "Yeah well, you have a scar..." He said, reaching out with his free hand as he took another hit, brushing her hair out of her face so he could touch her face where there was the faintest of scars. "I was there when you got that. Plus your eyes. And just...little things."
He shrugged, taking a second hit before holding the join out so she could take another hit if she wanted to. Fuck she was beautiful and she was so close. He wanted to spread his hand over her thigh and just feel how soft her skin really was.
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"I don't even remember how I got it." Taking the joint, Ruby takes another drag and exhales slowly through her nose. "I missed you, Ben."
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"I do. You were being an idiot, as usual..." He teased, smirking as he took the joint back again, biting his lip as he remembered. He took another drag, inhaling slowly. "We were out in the woods and I was climbing up a tree. You got mad because you couldn't reach any of the lower limbs so you ran ahead and started climbing a tree you could reach. The limbs were weaker because they were so much smaller and one snapped..."
He turned away as he exhaled, ashing into an empty can on his bedside table. "You fell and hit your head on a rock. I ran up just in time to see it. Thought you'd killed yourself and started freaking out. I carried you all the way back to the house and yelled for mom." He reminded her, turning back and looking at her before shrugging. "Your knight in shining armor, as always." He laughed.
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"Shotgun me?" And if it's just an excuse to have his lips one her's, then she's no saying so.
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He hummed, chuckling softly. "Probably." He said before she asked and then he nodded, taking a long drag and filling his lungs before leaning in close and slotting his lips over hers so he could share the smoke with her.
He pulled back after a few minutes, exhaling the rest of the way before laying back and putting the rest of the joint out, feeling plenty relaxed. He stretched out, pillowing his head on his hands while staring up at the ceiling. "This is weird." He said after a few minutes. "Its weird. I....fuck I'm too high for this." He smiled and laughed.
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When he stretches out, Ruby follows suit, stretching out and resting her head on his shoulder.
"What's weird?"
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The feel of her head on his shoulder is nice. He kind of just wanted to wrap his arm around her and pull her closer but he knew he really shouldn't.
"This?" He said, slowly looking down at her and laughing again. "You...were one of my best friends growing up. My best...um...not trying to be insensitive, you know that. But my best guy friends, but you're not a guy, you're a girl and you're fucking hot and...I've been fucking hard since we came upstairs and now you're in my bed." He said, shaking his head and looking back up at the ceiling.
"I really am too fucking high for this."
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Especially now, in the face of his admission.
"I know. You... You gave me the freedom to me and that played a huge part in me being able to realise who I really am, Ben. We were always going to end up here. In this moment, in this place. I believe that." She smiles softly before leaning in to press her lips to his in a soft kiss. "Also? You're not the only one who's hard. Have you seen you?"
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When he felt her looking up at him he lifted his head so he could look at her, blinking as she spoke and feeling his eyebrows lift in surprise. Then he felt her lips against his own and his eyes slipped shut and he kissed her back. His hand moved from behind his own head to wrap around her back, pressing against the small of her back first before finding her newly exposed ass.
He made a sound at that, smiling against her lips when he felt it. "Hmmm I have seen me, but I might need you to elaborate on that just a little bit." He teased, chuckling softly before kissing her again, finding that he wasn't even a little put off at the knowledge that she was hard. In fact, he was very accepting of that fact.
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"You're so beautiful, Ben." Brushing her fingers over his bottom lip, Ruby smiles again. "God, I missed you so much."
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He stared up at her, playfully nipping at her fingertips before nodding and just pulling her close. "I missed you too. Guess we'll just have to make up for years of lost time. Hope you haven't changed too much." He teased, turning his head and pressing his face against her temple and into her hair. "Except maybe a little older. Same interests at least." He laughed at that, just holding her.
They'd both loved video games and reading and could spend hours together doing absolutely nothing or anything. They were both just happy to spend time together. Their families were just happy they had one another. They would watch movies and TV, always seeming to love exactly the same things.
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"I know one interest that hasn't changed. My interest in you. One thing that never changed."
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When she moved to straddle his thighs, his eyes widen a bit and his big hands move to cover her own thighs. He grasped, squeezing over her cool skin and swallowing hard. "Interest in me? You liked me when we were twelve?" He asked softly, biting his lip.
He cleared his throat, reaching a hand up and pushing his hair back out of his face before pressing it back over her thigh. He slid his hands higher, pushing his shirt along with it until his fingers found the lace of her thong. "I am really, ah...loving this thong, by the way..."
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Biting her lip, Ruby smiles again. "Yeah? It's new. Got it just for tonight." Which was the complete truth. She was in no way disappointed with how this night was going. She grinds her hips down gently, smirking down at him.
Two can play the teasing game.
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"Just for tonight, huh? So you knew I'd be here and you were hoping I would see you." He said with a smirk before he moaned when she ground her hips down, head pressing back against his pillows while his hands squeezed her thighs.
He pushed the shirt up more, moving his hands to her hips next and tucking his thumbs into the band of the thong around her waist as he stared up at her. "I spent years wondering about...well, about a lot of things. It was hard when mother decided to send me away. I thought about you a lot. Guess I've spent years thinking I was bisexual." And honestly, he really didn't care thinking he was. It didn't bother him as much as it used to.
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Ruby tugs his t-shirt off over her head, throwing it onto the floor without any real care for where it lands, leaving her in only said thong, giving Ben the full view of it. "I mean, maybe you are. Nothing wrong with that." And maybe that meant he'd felt the same way that she had.
"Tell me what you want, Ben."
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He stared up at her, hands brushing up her sides until they were just under her breasts. He hummed, cupping them lightly and letting out a breath. "No, nothing wrong with that. Pretty sure you were my first crush though...and that was before I ever saw you like this." He pointed out, answering her silent question.
Then he reached higher, slipping a hand around the back of her neck and pulling her down so he could press their lips together again in a heated kiss. Once the kiss broke he smiled, their lips just barely brushing when he spoke. "I want you, Ruby. Stay the night tonight."
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The kiss sends a burst of electricity all down her spine and she shivers, hands coming back to his face. "I'm not going anywhere. Except under you. I definitely want to get under you, under all this muscle. God, there's so much of you and it's so glorious." She sits up a little bit, once more, so she can trace her hands over his torso.